A new start

Because I've grown out of it.
Because I need a new start.
Because it's my own choice.

Better, faster, harder.
Killerpussy

Thanks for all the good times, thanks for all the nice comments. I hope to see you again at my new sky. ^^

# Posté le samedi 19 janvier 2008 15:27

If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?

 If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?
Loneliness is about being alone, they say.
But how can I be alone when I'm with all those people?
How can I feel alone when all those people are surrounding me?
How can I feel lonely when people are talking to me?

They don't have an idea how I feel.
They don't know what I'm going trough.
They can't guess how I think.
We're too different.

There were times when I had the feeling of him and me against the world but even he left me.

Am I that weird?
Am I that ugly?
Am I a cold person, like they say to me?
Or do I just seek attention? No, I don't look for that kind of attention.

I know I have problem to trust persons.
To feel the connection, to surrender myself to them.
But what if everybody is leaving?
Wouldn't you have that problem?

# Posté le dimanche 13 janvier 2008 10:10

Tears of misery stain scar filled minds

Tears of misery stain scar filled minds
So what did you think?
If you're always played, pushed away and mistreaten, you're going to act like that. You learn to survive with those guys.
You know what they say about it. Who is heartbroken all the time, learns to protect their heart. They learn to know every cruel fact about breaking someones heart.

But now it's my turn. I'll make you suffer the way I suffered for you. I'll make you long for me, make you sweat when you see me. I know you'll fall in love for the first time in your life. I'll make you want me all the time. You'll take our relation serious. But I'll cheat on you with your best friend. I think you'll be very miserable than.

This is for all you players in the world:
I wish that one time a girl will break your heart. A girl you really loved.
I hope that a girl you really like will turn you down because of your reputation.

I hate you.

# Posté le dimanche 06 janvier 2008 13:33

This is my last serenadeI feel you so far away

She stood still when she heard him scream her name. He sounded desperate but he was hiding it. But she knew him well, she heard it. She turned around and looked straight into his blue eyes. A sigh slipped from her lips.
“Forgive me,” he begged to her. A little shock came to her when she noticed the tears in his eyes. She didn't knew what to do or to say when the tear was rolling over his face. His hand reached out to her hand and she let him take her hand. After a second he put his arms around her waist and he was hugging her.
“This is your last chance.” She whispered the words while she put her arms around his neck en she watched the moon.
“Why do you take him back when he always hurts you, time after time?” the moon asked to her. She smiled and answered back:
“Would you ever leave your sky?”


I still believe in the power of foregiveness.
I still believe that everybody has something good inside.
I know that it sounds naïve but I don't care.
I'll survive every test.
But if you ever hurt me so much that I can't forgive you.
That you turned me down so much.
I fucking bring you down to the ground until you scream me to forgive you
And then I'll leave you alone.

# Posté le vendredi 04 janvier 2008 05:56

Modifié le mercredi 09 janvier 2008 14:01

After all this time you're still my favourite regret

After all this time you're still my favourite regret
Everybody looks to kill,
Longing to look better than the person next to him/her,
The music is making everyone dancing
The beat makes the hearts connect

You kiss the guy next to you when it's midnight
Your lips are feeling his lips
Your tongues are dancing the dance of love
But you know that in the morning you'll forget each other.

But realize that it will be your year
It's your chance to shine this year
Don't let anyone put you down
Push yourself to the treshold.



Happy 2008!
Make it something you'll never forget!

# Posté le lundi 31 décembre 2007 11:55

Modifié le lundi 31 décembre 2007 12:16